number fourty.

so its always been a debate in my mind.. is fourty spelled with a 'u' or without? i always thought yes, but it could jsut be the canadian in me, we like to add extra letters everywhere. fourty, forty, hm. maybe i just think it is forty because almost all writers out there are american so they all write forty.. oh, i don't know. anyways!! warrick and i were playing a game the other day, giving each other description words, and then we would have to take pictures of those things. first, i had to take a picture of something curved, so i held up the green glass ball, it's so pretty. then i had to take a picture of something two-toned (i hated that, i'm not posting that picture.). next, something bumpy. then.. something longer than a fist and shorter than my arm (the teddybear). lastly, something against my skin. it was a nice game. i totally won, too.

still falling, breathless and on again. inside today, beside me today, around broken in two, till your eyes shed into dust. like two strangers, turning into dust. till my hand shook with the way i fear i could possibly be fading, or have something more to gain. i could feel myself growing colder, i could feel myself under your fate. it was you, breathless and tall. i could feel my eyes turning into dust. and two strangers, turning into dust.

-s.

number thirty-nine

not much to say today, was le brothers birthday (i bought him blazing saddles!). and beforehand, i went to pipers and took some pictures in the snow. it started to snow, too. and it was god-damn cold. fricken.. winter. we went to mrs. riches, best restaurant in town, and i had a delicious burger! mmm. and now i'm home, and my thumb hurts. i sliced it open today, with a razor in the shower. booo. anyways. only thing i have to say is this, i got it from a 'what tarot are you?' quiz: you are the high priestess. science, wisdom, knowledge, education. the high priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. she holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. the moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. the high priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. hm.
-s.

number thirty-eight

pictures, of my eyes and some ink!

-s.

number thirty-seven

it begins with a harmless glass. and thusly, it ends:

number thirty-six

i don't know if i have ever seen such a beautiful winter day! i woke up this morning and the sun was shining off all the snow and into my room, and i told myself i was going for a walk in the dam once i was up. i got up, eventually, and off i went, the rent soundtrack in my discman. the weather is so nice. a bit of snow, and then suddenly, blue sky, and a tiny bit of wind, so the powder on the trees is blown off and it looks like its snowing again, but you know it isn't, cause it's sunny and there aren't even any clouds! so i was walking through, and even went around to the second dam. onc ethere i ran into some creepy guy who passed me, and turned around after me and kinda made to follow me. i walked away very fast and went a different way. there are many stairs in the dam and i sweated. woooo i am sexy. and i went on a bit of a side trip, too, over to by where the parkway is and took pictures of some graffitti. made my way back around, and went home, dazzled by the sun. she never fails to amaze me, how she changes everything and makes it so bright and cheerful. and now i am just sitting at home, listening to the mad caddies, and loving it because it is one of the best songs in the world. and later, i am going to call nicole and we will have delicious adventures.
rollin' away with my good intentions, trying to go with my mind, said 'i'm walking the line.' flyin' away with my same desire, yeah, oh, i'm trying to get to the heart of what's bringing me down. movin' alone, i feed the fire, and with the temptation all around just laughing at me. so i try my hardest to keep my hands clean, and I stop from looking for the things that I can't find.. if i'm ever gonna walk the line.

mmmm, mad caddies! ok, i cant stop listening to that song.. :)

eee, pretty things!
-s.

number thirty-five

snow snow snowww! i hope it keeps on snowing untill spring and then just magically melts in one day and is sunny untill halfway through september. :)

number thirty-four

ahhh, the snow and ice are back. they disappeared for christmas (ironic?), but are back now. it snowed this evening (i actually did a jig in toys 'r' us), not much, but enough to make the roads terrifying, not that they weren't already! i nearly died the other night when the car i was in crashed into a ditch, narrowly missing a telephone pole. it was scary, and now i feel rather uncertain in cars. job hunting today, got a lovely picture of the back hallways of the mall, where it looks like an insane assylum. typical. the weather today was fuckin' weird, it was like pouring! sunny! foggy! hailing! snowing! make up your damn mind. and now i am listening to ben harper and being calm and at peace, it's pretty nice. ommmm.

number thirty-three

the beauty of nature. the danger of nature. frost, ice, darkness. deadly, when you combine them. i don't want to say anymore. i am just happy to be alive. and here, i have attempted to take some night-time photos. i really don't think most of them are that great.

sorry for the lack of writing today. alot has happened and i'm just not into it today.

<3.

-s.

-timeout-

link : to photography of people - http://modelins.blogspot.com/index.html

happy new years!

-timein-

number thirty-two

the other day i woke up, decided to go for a walk, and headed out with my camera, and my mp3 player, which, after if you want blood - ac/dc, i realized was still broken (stupid cowbells). i was broken-hearted, to say the least. i ran into ken and dee, that was random, very, very random, and i took some pictures. oh wow, i just sneezed. twice. heee! so i went up the road that goes nowhere and nobody is quite sure why it's there, seeing as the other end is blocked off. hmmm. oh well. then i ventured to the forest beyond the end of said road, and fell down a cliff or two, crossed the giant parkway, got lost in another forest, and found myself in suburbia, after almost drowning in a huge puddle. all in all, it was a good walk.

at least it wasn't fricken' pouring out, like it has been most days. but when the sun does poke her pretty little head out of the clouds, i try to get some pictures. like when i was at warricks the other day and we went for a walk. it was so windy that all the clouds blew away and the sun pointed her face towards us. thats why i have so many of the sun, lately. i never do this! ..except like lately. hmph. !anyways! we daren't go in the forest, though, the trees were all making strange creaky, cracking, popping noises that we decided meant we should just not go in there. we found a few fallen over trees. oh mr. wind, how you do blow. ok i am totally rambling. i haven't got anything substantial to say, not at alllll. silly me. except this: i can't stop listening to tegan and sara. they are so good!

and i hope i never figure out who broke your heart;
and if i do (if i do!)

i'd spend all night, losing sleep,
i'd spend the night and i'd lose my mind.