number fifty-five

i was listening to all the same and it made me tear up a bit, and it isn't a bad thing, i guess, it just makes me think. it's the kind of song where every single word applies to me and as time goes by it makes more and more sense. it makes me happy because i had what i had, even for so short of a time, and sad because it ended so badly (hell, i couldn't tell you if he's alive or not), and because it's not anymore. it just.. it all breaks my heart.

I don't mind where you come from, as long as you come to me
I don't like illusions I can't see them clearly
I don't care no I wouldn't dare to fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do

I don't mind... I don't care... As long as you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again,
You'll just come back running holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are if you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

Hours slide and days go by 'till you decide to come
And in between it always seems too long all of a sudden

And I have the skill, yeah I have the will
To breathe you in while I can
However long you stay, is all that I am

I don't mind... I don't care... As long as you're here

Wrong or right, black or white
If I close my eyes, it's all the same
In my life the compromise
I close my eyes it's all the same